I am soooooo weak.... Having not run since Tuesday I am climbing the walls and the feeling of guilt is incredible. I had established a routine of sorts, my eating habits had stabilised and I was on a positive cycle... how quickly all that changes....
In the last two days all I can hear is the calling of chocolate from the fridge and of course after much debate in my head I weakened (every time) to the dark side and ATE IT UNTIL IT WAS ALL GONE....... "I am not an animal I am a human being" I have become an eating machine, even my dog is afraid to stand still for tool long in case I try to take a bite out of her.... probable tastes like chicken???
The internal struggle between good and evil is such a tough battle. I am not allowed to do much more than walk, and not even briskly, until the results of my tests are back in. I feel like sneaking a sprint in to the letter box just so it feels like a run but I don't want to jeopardise my health further. I think not knowing is the worst bit..
Well thought I would touch base... many thanks to all the well wishers of the Wombat Warrior... Maybe I am be made to learn a lesson from all this or maybe its a test of the wombat resolve, time will tell...
Barrel on wombats....
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